Sunday, July 17, 2011

I don't know how to get over this...

I feel like the rest of the world has moved on.  I feel Joel has moved on.  He won't talk about it with me, it's too painful for him.  And I feel like my family and everyone else in my life has put this past them, but here I am, still bleeding.  Still becoming emotional even when I don't expect it.

And I have yet to even count the months to when our baby would have been born.  I don't think I can even bring myself to do that just yet.

I was just on facebook and saw the most beautiful baby girl swaddled in pink.  One of my friends just had a baby and posted a new photo of her.

I just can't believe this happened to us.  I can't believe this happens to anyone.

Guess I just needed to talk... to write... to let it out...


"Perhaps you will forget tomorrow the kind words you say today, but the recipient may cherish them over a lifetime." -Dale Carnegie

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