Friday, January 18, 2013

i feel naked


"When you rise in the morning, give thanks for the light, for your life, for your strength. Give thanks for your food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason to give thanks, the fault lies in yourself."  
-Tecumseh


I forgot to put on my wedding ring before I left the house.

I never forget.

I put on my glasses that basically have a prescription of zero, to hide behind.

Funny, I'm 25 years old, married with children and I still don't feel completely comfortable eating alone.

McDonalds- learn how to chop your salad.  I just shoved a leaf the size of my foot in my mouth all awkwardly.

I didn't leave the house on the best of terms.  Somehow the words, "I need to take care of myself, to be able to take care of our family" came in out in words that sounded more like an argument.  I didn't even realize that's what I what all my ramblings were summing up to until my long contemplative drive here.

I kissed all my boys goodbye, even Joel on his head and headed here and then I'm off to the grocery store.

Don't worry, he knew I needed to go grocery shopping.  He just doesn't know I'm here.  But, I had to eat dinner and I needed a bit of alone time.

Who ate my salad?

I hate when that happens.

So, I joined weight watchers today.  I have goals for this year.  I have things on my bucket list that I'm crossing off this year.

I'm excited.

Maybe I'll be able to express myself a little better tonight.  You know the 'ole communication thing.

Well, I better go... I've got some shopping to do.

A pack of coke and a few peanut-butter cups and all will be forgiven.

Holy Hell,  McDonald's playlist is totally killing pandora.

2 comments:

  1. I love this. Awesome that you stole some time away today and kept it your little secret! I hope you have a fabulous weekend!! Lots of luck with Weight Watchers!!
    And lots of love xox
    Maria

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  2. Hey olivia its morgan,
    love your blogs..... get a hold of me i want to do weight watchers still holding 35 lbds from sop for 5 years now....
    9372435287.....morganhowe18@yahoo.com

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